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  • A smile turn to a trance 
Feel my heart drop 
Feeling the chemicals 
To feel again 
Hit the ground still breathing
  • A smile turn to a trance
    Feel my heart drop
    Feeling the chemicals
    To feel again
    Hit the ground still breathing
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  • Sunset Aura
  • Sunset Aura
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  • #shadow it follows me a lot 
It's #me
  • #shadow it follows me a lot
    It's #me
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  • July 17, 2019
Today was a hard day.
We are making it a Netflix night.
I want to eat so bad but I "can't".
I went and got this pack of cheddar broccoli rice that I had ALL INTENTION of making and eating but I didn't. Bc I knew I'd gain a couple of pounds and I just couldn't. Im so tired of this. I want this to change but it isn't that easy!!! I want food. I want to go out to eat w James and Tom and Patrick and Celia and John and Sarah and Chad and Steve and Mallory and the rest of my folks and actually have a MEAL. Not fucking soup. Or, "Oh, just a soda for me."
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Ha. It gets so tiring but it's so hard to change. It's so almost impossible. And right when I am at the brink of a change......I get sooooooo scared I can't!
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Therapy is great and it HELPS but it's NOT easy and it's not the answer to everything. It does not fix everything. Holy kittens. Im trying to heal. It doesn't happen over night. I know this. I carry so much weight on my shoulders yet. Its NOT as easy as you may think it would be to just EAT. Yes I want to. No, I can't! I HATE social media because of this. I still compare myself to EVERYONE. Your hair. Your skin. Your clothes. Your food. Your body. Your life. Your kids. The only thing I don't is your pets and relationships.
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Oh well. Tomorrow is another day.
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  • July 17, 2019
    Today was a hard day.
    We are making it a Netflix night.
    I want to eat so bad but I "can't".
    I went and got this pack of cheddar broccoli rice that I had ALL INTENTION of making and eating but I didn't. Bc I knew I'd gain a couple of pounds and I just couldn't. Im so tired of this. I want this to change but it isn't that easy!!! I want food. I want to go out to eat w James and Tom and Patrick and Celia and John and Sarah and Chad and Steve and Mallory and the rest of my folks and actually have a MEAL. Not fucking soup. Or, "Oh, just a soda for me."

    Ha. It gets so tiring but it's so hard to change. It's so almost impossible. And right when I am at the brink of a change......I get sooooooo scared I can't!

    Therapy is great and it HELPS but it's NOT easy and it's not the answer to everything. It does not fix everything. Holy kittens. Im trying to heal. It doesn't happen over night. I know this. I carry so much weight on my shoulders yet. Its NOT as easy as you may think it would be to just EAT. Yes I want to. No, I can't! I HATE social media because of this. I still compare myself to EVERYONE. Your hair. Your skin. Your clothes. Your food. Your body. Your life. Your kids. The only thing I don't is your pets and relationships.


    Oh well. Tomorrow is another day.


    #shadow #adventuresofcasey #casey #anxiety #depression #multiplesclerosis #invisibleillness #migraine #eatingdisorder #me #sunshine #ineedabreak #anorexic #anorexia #bulimia #bulimic #orthorexia #recovery #when #how #why #therapy
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  • Mmmmm-hmmm! (Hummed with fierce sassy intonation) That’s the spot, darling!
  • Mmmmm-hmmm! (Hummed with fierce sassy intonation) That’s the spot, darling!
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  • Um dia você vai conhecer um cara e querendo ou não ele irá descobrir tudo. Como você come um lanche, como você dança, como você é péssima em contar piadas, como você é apaixonada por chocolate, até que ponto você pode ficar irritante numa TPM, o quanto sensível você é, o quanto preguiçosa você é, os seus gostos musicais, como você fica feliz quando começa um programa que você gosta, como você acha que está horrível em todas as fotos em que posta no facebook. Ele vai presta atenção em tudo sobre você. E quer saber? Ele ainda vai te amar do jeitinho que você é.
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  • Um dia você vai conhecer um cara e querendo ou não ele irá descobrir tudo. Como você come um lanche, como você dança, como você é péssima em contar piadas, como você é apaixonada por chocolate, até que ponto você pode ficar irritante numa TPM, o quanto sensível você é, o quanto preguiçosa você é, os seus gostos musicais, como você fica feliz quando começa um programa que você gosta, como você acha que está horrível em todas as fotos em que posta no facebook. Ele vai presta atenção em tudo sobre você. E quer saber? Ele ainda vai te amar do jeitinho que você é.
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    Acesse o link azul no perfil @aapenasescrevo
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